You
Oct.16,2015
I was your Cure,
And you were my disease.
I was saving you,
But you were killing me.
I gave you Love,
But you gave me hate.
You were the Fish,
and I was the Bait.
Stop Teen Violence
Nov. 6,2015
Scars on their hips,
Scars on their thighs.
Eyes full of Hurt,
Mouths full of Lies.
Just because they come of Strong,
doesn't mean they didn't fall asleep Crying.
Even though they act like nothing's wrong,
maybe they are just good at Lying.
A Locked door, A Rusty Razor,
and A Towel Stained red.
A folded note, Broken Mirror,
Young people lay there dead.
Their emotions Tangled,
The Room begins 2 swirl.
They were mommy's Perfect angel,
or Daddy's Little Girl.
I am Sorry
Nov. 23, 2015
Every time I see the pain in your eyes
A little part of my heart dies
No matter how hard and how often you try
All I seem to do is make you cry.
You risk so much and take such chance
To share your heart and your romance
You share your hopes and dreams and fears
And let me in to all that's dear
All I seem to do is be mean and cold
To fail to cherish, fail to hold
I seem to fail to put you first
You act your best, I am my worst
My mouth contradicts my heart
My actions and thoughts so far apart
I love you with every part of me
Yet act so cruel and thoughtlessly
I dream of you all night and day
And hang on every word you say
Yet all you see is selfishness and arrogance
Casual disdain and ignorance
Assumption and judgment and every thing's a test
No matter what you do you're always second best
No matter how hard you try it's never enough
I never hear your protestations of love
I say I love you and cherish all of our dreams
Yet act as if I can't hear your screams
Of need and want and stability and trust
My plans never materialize, my promises rust
I scream at myself at how stupid I am
For risking your love, for risking your hand
And I pray every day that you never see
That I need you more than you need me
I bare my heart and my soul to you
To say sorry for what I did and for what I do
I have no excuses and hide no more
All I can offer is my love for evermore.
Happy Birthday
December 5,2015
Listen, Any girl/boy can spend time with you,
Blow a dime with you,
Spit rhymes with you, but me?
Imma Ride with you,
Hold a 9, Riffle, or a AK for you.
If you need it, I got it.
If the cops come and snatch you up
On God, I'm doing time with you.
I'm gone put my right hand on the book and straight lying for you.
You mad, I'm Mad
You hurt, I'm Hurt
You Hating, I'm Hating
You fall, Imma laugh then fall to because it was funny.
Now Your In Heaven
December 23,2015
I miss your voice, miss your smile
everything about you, worth a while
always wondering where you are
I hope you're with us, near or far
Many questions aren't answered
I guess, we'll never know
But now you belong to heaven
it's empty without your smile
The truth brings us to tears
all the love you gave us all these years
Always seeing you at night
when I turn off the light
and the world's asleep
In my heart you'll always stay
we'll never forget you
you'll never fade away
I'll always remember the times we spend togehter
Remeber your laughter, forever and ever
But now you belong to heaven
it's empty without your smile
The truth brings us to tears
all the love you gave us all these years
And I wonder what would be the first I'd say
if I meet you again one day
and I'm hoping you'll remember my name
if I see you again