Two Sapphires
April 19, 2015
Sunny day in October
When you walked right through my door
I asked you to stay awhile
So we could explore
From the first moment I saw you
My heart stopped beating
And I'll never forget
The way you smiled, at me
Two shooting stars
Two lightning storms
Two glowing embers
Two galaxies
Two pools of tears
Two violent star bursts
Two electric blue
Two sapphires
All the nights we didn't sleep
All your secrets that I keep
without you I'm weak
All the funny things you said
Your laughter echoes in my head
without you I'm dead I want to drink you up
I'll never get enough
And I cannot break free
From the way you look at me
Two shooting stars
Two lightning storms
Two glowing embers
Two galaxies
Two pools of tears
Two violent star bursts
Two electric blue
Two sapphires
Sleep Now Grandmother
Oct.4, 2015
Although I can Not See you.
I feel your presence near.
I will hold you close in Memory,
till I drop my very last year.
So sleep with the angels,
and your golden heart let rest.
Although our hearts are broken,
We know GOD took the best.
So dance beyond those golden gates,
And join your loving mum.
I'll see you when i'm sleeping,
And pray for you to come.
And although this pain is painful,
And i really don't wanna let you go.
I'll wait for death to take me G-ma,
So we can one day together glow.
Until that day ill close my eyes,
and see your smiling face.
i'll lock you up inside my heart,
Until we again embrace.
So rest now my beautiful Grandma,
I'll never forget how much you have done.
So until my hand meets yours again,
Sleep now in the sun.
Rest In Peace Suga Suga (Grandma)...
Truth Untold
Oct. 7, 2015
My Pain and Misery fall from the sky,
So hard I try to ignore it, but t stills get by.
Surrounds with memories of what could have been,
They hatred screams under my skin.
Pulsing threw my veins is the anger I feel,
Wounds break open as soon as they seal.
Darkness surrounds me every step I take,
I manage a smile, but do you know its fake?
I laugh when people talk to me,
But inside I'm dying, wishing they could see.
I'm as different inside as I am the same,
Wish they could see their not to blame.
I know the truth, but its locked in my heart,
And now, more than ever, it's tearing me apart.
Medicine
Oct. 12, 2015
Pick it Up, Pick it all Up
And Start Again
You got a Second Chance
You can go Home
Escape it all
Its Irrelevant
Its Just Medicine
Its Just Medicine
You could still be
What you want to
What you said you were
When I met you
You've got a warm Heart
And a Beautiful Brain
But its Disintegrated
From all the Medicine
Medicine
You could still be
What you want to be
What you said you were
When you met Me
You could still be
What you want to
What you said you were
When I met you
When you met me
Its Just Medicine
Medicine